Figuring out who I am was just the beginning. Having spent way too many years falling in the with status quo I found myself lost and yearning for more. A former wife and corporate drone, I had suppressed my sexual desires and wanderlust for countless years. When the government issued lock down ensued in California early 2020 I saw my opportunity for liberation. While viewed as controversial I didn’t let outside judgement waiver my inner desires to live an authentic and meaningful life. Never flaking on my personal responsibilities, yet severed ties with the patriarchal belief that I needed to be confined to monogamy. 

The first year after leaving my marriage I explored the depths of sex, kink, fetish, and unearthed my untapped desires. Found that I enjoy being a submissive plaything just as much as a sadistic dominatrix. The mental capacity to alter one’s desires and feelings for the sole purpose of seeking and supplying pleasure is the most rewarding aspect of adult play for me.

Due to this liberation I found myself ready to play all over the country.. with all kinds of people. To say I was turned on by the thought was an understatement. For years I dreamt of working in a brothel, doing porn, being a madame.. pretty much anything to do with sex work. After a few months of balancing my corporate job and sex work I found it was time to take the next step In my vanilla career.. walk away. After more than a decade of 70 hour weeks, corporate ass kissing and 2 hour commutes.. I was done.

Join me on my journey in self discovery, risque adventures, and behind the scenes of the porn industry.